Well, it's been a long time. And that has a lot to do with the fact that once I haven't posted for a while it's tough to start again.

I went to Disney World! Vaca for a week.. but then I got sick.. so we stayed almost two weeks because I didn't want to go home on the plane all sick (with my stomach virus, you see).

Then I had school stuff.

And I thought about writing a few times, but didn't.

Now I am.

Disney World.. is the best ever. I'm in love with Florida.

I passed a paper in, and I got an A on my midterm!!!! Wahoo!!!

And then just yesterday I wrote a whole 3 page paper in a matter of hours. I wrote it on Christina's album "Stripped". It's pretty good.

But I've been having trouble with Radleigh... being in love with him... fantasizing about being with him... Being jealous of him liking other girls... Lots of trouble. I've decided I'm going to really try to get past it. I got a therapy appointment Wed. (two days), so that's great. And I also think that hypnotism might be good.. I dunno....

I e-mailed a couple girls from Gay.com and I talked to a couple.. One, like many, went nowhere (well so far, she stopped talking and signed off, tho!).. But one girl asked to get together and we are tomorrow! I think she wants friendship with let's-see-where-it-goes.. but that's cool.. We can see where it goes..  Hey, I don't even know if I'll like her. Although, I like her so far. She's been VERY nice.  I haven't seen a picture, but her description sounds good.

I'm really nervous, though. I was nervous just talking. And I'm nervous about tomorrow. She made it easy on me getting there, it'll be in the early afternoon and she'll meet me right outside the T stop. (See, she's nice) But, yeah, nervous.. cuz, like, what if it is a date? That's.. nervous making. Heh.

So that's it, really... I'll post about tomorrow.