The kind of thing you don't want to write about...

Well, I have bipolar, and a mood disorder.. or something.. And I get bad traits from my father (like needing to get my way).. And I was kind of spoiled by my mother.. And you add all that together.. and you can get a mini tantrum in the grocery store.

But Joe angers me beyond anything. Just being around him brings out the worst in me, sometimes. Being around someone you genuinely HATE can do that.

And I hate living here.. But I'm stuck here because I need to finish going to this school. And it's sad.

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On a MUCH brighter note, we booked our trip to Florida. Disney World here we come! My first trip to Disney. And this will include one day with Radleigh.  Whoopeeee. It's going to be during spring break in just a few weeks, March 13th.

And, Radleigh just seems to be missing me more and more. Now he wants to book some sort of trip for this summer. He may even come here.  He wants my summer schedule as soon as possible.

I just got some spring clothes, partly for the trip. And a bathing suit for the trip. A looks-like-it's flattering one. Hope for me that it fits well. - It's a tankini with the flatter neckline which I love, with a skirt, with this sexy slit. And if the top doesn't cover my stomach.. maybe I can hike the skirt up a little? I mean, I know there must be shorts or something under there, but maybe. It was the best suit I found, though, I picked a short shipping. If that doesn't work, I may go with Gap.

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I'm on a vicious mission to lose weight. I was already all doing mad exercising but today Radleigh said "Thin Lauren is HOT" and that really fuels me. I even ate well today... but I can't keep away from sodas. :-\

Wish me luck!

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